Food & Function, Hmm....

I am going back and forth between my previous Bible study and my current one.... Makes me feel schizophrenic! Today I am reflecting on Ruth: Loss, Love, & Legacy, but also including elements of No Other Gods (both by Kelly Minter). I read the following during Lent 2010:

Obedience to God is often wrought with a slew of obstacles that persuade us to change our minds.... Obedience might mean having to make the same choice several times in a week, month, or year (p. 24, emphasis mine).

Wow! Isn't that the Truth? This hit particularly close to home during Lent because of the tradition in giving something up for the season. Honestly, I have never been really serious about giving things up for Lent. My hesitance comes from my desire to avoid spiritualizing food; however, my heart is changing as I better understand addictions and functional gods.

Food for me is a functional god. I need it to sustain me, and it is inherently a good thing, but I use it to fill needs beyond what is healthy. When I refuse to say, "No." to more than I need, then I am plagued with either guilt, or discomfort. From there, my physical and emotional health is in jeopardy. Satan loves this god within me, darn it!

Ruth's response defines "the art of prolonged obedience" (p. 24) - a great example to follow in the midst of addressing addictions and functional gods. Naomi attempted to persuade Ruth to stay home. Ruth faced a decision involving obedience that necessitated persistence - not an easy place to be in life! God is showing me that food is the functional god to address with Him right now. It is in my face nearly 24/7. It is a typical life issue that requires persistent decisions over time. As I give it God, I am in a great position to mature in terms of obedience. In facing this idol, I am depending on God for guidance and strength more than any other area in my life.

Another functional god of mine, for another blog day, is CONTROL! Yikes!