Okay, I've been a little distracted this week, a little stressed, quite anxious actually.... I could name any number of circumstances as the source; I wrote of one such situation in my previous entry. Tonight I just want to get of the pit and into the light of Christ. His perspective is so different from mine - I am sure of it. I need His perspective tonight! To set my sights on obtaining Godly insight, I am reviewing some recent quiet time reflections.
On 2/17/09 (wow - that feels like months ago), I read and reflected on Acts 7:51-59 (NLT). This is the portion of scripture when Stephen boldly confronted the religious leaders. Here are his words:
"You stubborn people! You are heathen at heart and deaf to the truth. Must you forever resist the Holy Spirit? But your ancestors did, and so do you. Name one prophet your ancestors didn't persecute! They even killed the ones who predicted the coming of the Righteous One - the Messiah whom you betrayed and murdered. You deliberately disobeyed God's law, though you received it from the hands of angels."
Wow - Stephen did not mince any words, did he? This clearly maddened his audience - they were "infuriated" and "shook their fists in rage." In these moments, Stephen saw the glory of God!
This evening in the local newspaper, a man wrote a letter to the editor responding to a recent controversy. It is a typical Christian vs. non-Christian public debate: the Christians are standing up for what they believe to be true while the non-Christians respond with accusations of intolerance. Public debates of this kind are disturbing to me. The writer states, "It has been my experience to see Christian faithful use God for violence and hatred.... I just can't understand how it is preached that God is love and all forgiving and to see Christians with such hatred for one group or another." Hmmm.
What are the underlying assumptions of these words? Based on anecdotal evidence from this man's perspective, Christians are violent and hateful. Also based on anecdotal evidence from this man's perspective, God is loving and forgiving. So, I ask: Is every Christian violent and hateful? Does love mean that humans can not disagree with one another? Is is possible to receive forgiveness when one does not recognize his/her need of it?
No one enjoys being negatively stereotyped - neither believers nor unbelievers. On one hand, I am offended by this author's words about me. On the other hand, this author does not claim to know Jesus, so I can neither expect him to know Truth, nor can I expect the Holy Spirit to reveal Truth to him. In short, the author can not speak of God's love and forgiveness because the author does not know God.
The next sentence is heartbreaking, "I myself have shied away from Christianity just for this reason, how can I believe in God and watch his faithful resent and hate others...." If I could respond to this man (and I do not believe a letter to the editor would be an effective response), I would say, "Dude, you are watching the wrong players!" Humans, faithful to God or not, will always disappoint, but, in a devoted relationship, God will not."
Stephen was in a devoted relationship with Jesus. He followed the teachings of Jesus closely on earth. He courageously stood up for what he believed based on his relationship with Jesus. He ranted before the religious leaders and God smiled down upon him with approval. "Stand up for you what you believe. Be courageous. Be strong. And everything you do must be done in love." (Acts 4:13, NLT). Stephen had the love, but the leaders did not choose to accept it; the leaders did not know to accept it. As a result, Stephen was brutally stoned to death. "Then they put their hands over their ears, and drowning out his voice with their shouts, they rushed him. They dragged him out of the city and began to stone him" (Acts 7:57-58a, NLT).
Over Christmas break, I read The Kite Runner. Khaled Hosseini described a death by stoning in this book. Had I not lent it to a friend, I would add the desciption here. Without it, you will have to rely on my recollection: It was sickening!
Unbelievers witnessing, or hearing of, Stephen's death might have deduced that Stephen's life was meaningless saying, "He died standing up for a lie. What good does that accomplish?" Based on scripture, we know of several huge by-products of Stephen's death. One of those by-products viewed the event as an unbeliever, "The official witnesses took off their coats and laid them at the feet of a young man named Saul" (Act 7:58b). Yes, this is The Saul who later in Acts is renamed Paul! I don't know about you, but I would die for that by-product.
A few years ago a friend faced the possibility of death at a very young age. She had children similar to the ages to my own baby boys. I remember pleading with Christ to save her life. I also remember the response He laid in my heart - If someone else could lead your sons to Christ and into purposeful lives of Christlike service other than you, then would you be willing to die and trust me with your boys? Ummm, I know the answer is supposed to be "Yes!" but that is a hard one, God.
Following Christ does not promise a life of ease, freedom from pain, and limited to zero persecution. Following Christ does promise purposeful living (and dying), a future with Christ as King, and powerful support for the burdens of this earth.
Dear Jesus, You have pulled me out of the pit tonight and shined the light of your perspective upon me. Thank You - May your Name be praised!
Friday, February 27, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
All you have to do is ask!
I am thrilled with the advice I have received regarding protecting our children from internet evil - and that is exactly what it is! My friend Kris, from Nebraska, recommends K9 - it is free. My friends The Wests, from Mount Vernon, recommend B-Safe - I believe they said it is $50 a year.My cousin, Chad Keller, from Seattle, who works for Microsoft gave some great information and he agreed to be my "guest speaker" today.
Here is what Chad has to say:
I like to keep it simple. Windows Vista has some standard tools that I really like in this regard. When we started getting pre-teen and teen foster kids, we really needed a plan for internet usage. With our kids growing so fast, and learning how to use google to find things, I had to act fast as well. Ticking time bomb...
So first, I created ... 3 separate accounts: Kids, Teens, Parents. The teens have a password that the parents know. The kids have no password. The parents have a password that only we know....
Second, use the schedule tool that allows you to turn off their account based on day of week and time of day. So no more argueing about "I just need 10 more minutes!" and then having that same discussion all the time (10 turns into 30 pretty fast!). They are booted off their account at 9pm or whatever we set it to...
Next, what do we feel is safe for them? We all know a 'safe' site can have links that take kids to non-safe sites - just a click away.
Most filtering is not effective: too many workarounds and accidents....
So again, keep it simple. With windows vista, you can lock down their internet access 100%. I start there. Then I ask them for a list of sites they want. If I approve, I add them to their account. I add others I know are safe as well. So the kids have about 20 sites, and the teens 30ish. No google. No myspace. No youtube. If they don't like it, they don't have to use our computer....
We do allow email on the teen account. But there is no risk of clicking a link and ending up at a bad site or downloading a virus or spyware...
Also, while not looking good to the eye, we've found that many ads on the safe sites are avoided. Ads that are generated from a non-approved site don't work.
Anyway, if you want more info on how to set this up, let me know.
-Chad
My (Heidi) first question is: What if we do not have Vista, but XP?
Chad says:
For XP, try these links for some info. Not as straight forward as Vista, but I think you can still lock it down pretty good.
http://www.windows-help-ce
http://www.microsoft.com/p
http://www.microsoft.com/p
Many thanks go to Chad!! He and Rebecca are an incredible Christian couple who love kids and have made it their ministry to foster kids and teens. Wow - they are amazing! It is very exciting to see and hear about God working in their lives and in the lives of their children and foster children.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Some Helpful Links Regarding Parenting
See Lysa TerKeurst's Feb. 25, 2009 Blog Entitled "Oh My Words."
See Focus on the Family's Broadcasts for Feb. 24 & 25 on "Teaching Sexual Purity to your Kids" Part 1 and Part 2.
On another note, I have subsribed to a "Lenten Series" by Women of Faith. Since today is Ash Wednesday, I thought some of you might be interested.
See Focus on the Family's Broadcasts for Feb. 24 & 25 on "Teaching Sexual Purity to your Kids" Part 1 and Part 2.
On another note, I have subsribed to a "Lenten Series" by Women of Faith. Since today is Ash Wednesday, I thought some of you might be interested.
I need a little help from my friends!
Lest you think I have it all together (what a joke!?!), let me tell you what I discovered yesterday.
But first, let me give you some background insight about me.... When we brought our firstborn home from the hospital, I was petrified! I had read many books and articles while pregnant; I had baby-sat many, many hours during my youth, but nothing prepared me for what it would feel like to have my own child - utterly dependent on me to sustain his life 24/7. I remember picking up baby/child resource book and thumbing through it. I came to the chapter on potty-training and I felt the life sucked from me.... How in the world would I accomplish that feat!!! I could not even think about it. Well, at 3 years and 3 months both of my sons were potty-trained (I waited for my mom to come visit - ha)! Yes, it was a little late - especially in light of the current trends to potty-train infants (whatever!?!), BUT we had so few "accidents" I could probably count them on one hand.
Anyway, I say this to illustrate that I am not good at dealing with these types of lifespan changes. I drag my feet, worry about it, dread it - you name it! I am so thankful for my even-keeled husband and my ever-so helpful mom. Tanner and Tyler have no idea how weak their mother really is as it relates to them! SOOOO, guess what Friday brings - the 5th grade puberty movie at Tanner's school!?!?!?!?!? Hello? I remember that day at Washington Elementary like it was yesterday!!! My baby was just potty-trained and now we're expecting puberty! Once again, Steve, you are going to have to lead the way because my stomach is nervous just writing this post!
Just is case you are wondering - that is not what I discovered yesterday. Tanner is 11 and in 5th grade. He loves sports, especially football (though I am really pushing soccer, which is clearly not working at this point). He subscribes to Upper Deck Kids, a sports website, and we allow him to IM with his friends. To do these things, we have allowed him to have an email address that is connected to ours. He doesn't use email to communicate, yet. Yesterday I checked his email account just to see what was going on there.... He is receiving some awful spam - which, thankfully, he is clueless about right now.... I believe it is associated with the sports-related websites he frequents. Once I picked up my jaw from the floor, I quickly realized that we need to step up our internet precautions - BIG TIME. I don't know everything about boys, but I do know they do not need temptations dropped in front of them and puberty is at our doorstep. Oh Lord, help us (especially me)!
What do you do to protect your children from the internet? I need advice about filters and such because the intenet is a part of our home - we are focusing on protection and discernment, rather than avoidance. Our computers are in public locations, we monitor the boys' usage, but I need to be a few (big) steps ahead of them. I need your practical advice (and your prayers)!
But first, let me give you some background insight about me.... When we brought our firstborn home from the hospital, I was petrified! I had read many books and articles while pregnant; I had baby-sat many, many hours during my youth, but nothing prepared me for what it would feel like to have my own child - utterly dependent on me to sustain his life 24/7. I remember picking up baby/child resource book and thumbing through it. I came to the chapter on potty-training and I felt the life sucked from me.... How in the world would I accomplish that feat!!! I could not even think about it. Well, at 3 years and 3 months both of my sons were potty-trained (I waited for my mom to come visit - ha)! Yes, it was a little late - especially in light of the current trends to potty-train infants (whatever!?!), BUT we had so few "accidents" I could probably count them on one hand.
Anyway, I say this to illustrate that I am not good at dealing with these types of lifespan changes. I drag my feet, worry about it, dread it - you name it! I am so thankful for my even-keeled husband and my ever-so helpful mom. Tanner and Tyler have no idea how weak their mother really is as it relates to them! SOOOO, guess what Friday brings - the 5th grade puberty movie at Tanner's school!?!?!?!?!? Hello? I remember that day at Washington Elementary like it was yesterday!!! My baby was just potty-trained and now we're expecting puberty! Once again, Steve, you are going to have to lead the way because my stomach is nervous just writing this post!
Just is case you are wondering - that is not what I discovered yesterday. Tanner is 11 and in 5th grade. He loves sports, especially football (though I am really pushing soccer, which is clearly not working at this point). He subscribes to Upper Deck Kids, a sports website, and we allow him to IM with his friends. To do these things, we have allowed him to have an email address that is connected to ours. He doesn't use email to communicate, yet. Yesterday I checked his email account just to see what was going on there.... He is receiving some awful spam - which, thankfully, he is clueless about right now.... I believe it is associated with the sports-related websites he frequents. Once I picked up my jaw from the floor, I quickly realized that we need to step up our internet precautions - BIG TIME. I don't know everything about boys, but I do know they do not need temptations dropped in front of them and puberty is at our doorstep. Oh Lord, help us (especially me)!
What do you do to protect your children from the internet? I need advice about filters and such because the intenet is a part of our home - we are focusing on protection and discernment, rather than avoidance. Our computers are in public locations, we monitor the boys' usage, but I need to be a few (big) steps ahead of them. I need your practical advice (and your prayers)!
Monday, February 23, 2009
The Book of Acts = Pebbles, Ripples, Circles
I need focused options for my quiet times with Jesus. As I have mentioned before, I am memorizing Scripture, journaling, and reading the Book of Acts - though not all on the same day. My pastor also provides study questions with his sermons each week - I really enjoy working through the questions. With the Book of Acts, I am slowing making my way through the Life Application Bible Commentary. I prefer to purely read the Bible first seeking how the Holy Spirit is teaching me, so reading the commentary is usually secondary.
Going back to the beginning of Act, there are several notes from the Life Application Bible Commentary I want to highlight. The Book of Acts introduces two Truths: 1) Christ's resurrection is fact, and 2) the presence of the Holy Spirit is real (p. 1). Believing in Christ has several privileges including: the Holy Spirit as teacher/revealer of The Word, the power to be inwardly transformed, and the opportunity to join Christ in His work on earth (p. 6). In the culture of Jesus' life on earth, the Jews were awaiting the Messiah to bring an earthly kingdom of wealth and power. The actual kingdom Christ brought to earth was, and continues to be, a Spiritual kingdom within the hearts and lives of Believers. We are still awaiting the earthly kingdom promised upon Christ's return.
As I read of how the Jews and the disciples struggled with the political rulers of their day, I relate at some level - I am not satisfied with the politics of our day. I am drawn to reading Acts because I want to understand how Jesus taught the disciples to live in their day so that I might know how to live a God-glorifying life in 2009. "History is not haphazard or cyclical; it is moving toward a specific point - the return of Jesus to judge and rule over the earth. We should be ready for his sudden return" (p. 11).
Jesus' last recorded words on earth were:
"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth" (Acts 1:8, NIV).
The Bible commentary goes on to say that our experience of Christ is "like ripples caused by a pebble thrown into a pond, not stopping at just your city or state but moving beyond regional influences to the very 'ends' of the earth" (p. 10). This is where my purpose for the blog originated. The Book of Acts, through the leadership of the Holy Spirit, is guiding me to start where I currently am and allow my experience with Christ to be made known and shared. You, my friends and bloggy readers, are a part of the ripples and circles made from the pebble of Christ made known through each of us, His children. My litmus test is: Does (fill-in-the-blank) please God? If the answer is "yes," then go for it believing He will guide each step.
Those of you who have made yourselves known to me are in my prayers by name. For those who have not made themselves know to me, you are still in my prayers - God knows your names. We are sisters in Christ, we are divinely loved, and we have an exciting purpose on this earth.
Going back to the beginning of Act, there are several notes from the Life Application Bible Commentary I want to highlight. The Book of Acts introduces two Truths: 1) Christ's resurrection is fact, and 2) the presence of the Holy Spirit is real (p. 1). Believing in Christ has several privileges including: the Holy Spirit as teacher/revealer of The Word, the power to be inwardly transformed, and the opportunity to join Christ in His work on earth (p. 6). In the culture of Jesus' life on earth, the Jews were awaiting the Messiah to bring an earthly kingdom of wealth and power. The actual kingdom Christ brought to earth was, and continues to be, a Spiritual kingdom within the hearts and lives of Believers. We are still awaiting the earthly kingdom promised upon Christ's return.
As I read of how the Jews and the disciples struggled with the political rulers of their day, I relate at some level - I am not satisfied with the politics of our day. I am drawn to reading Acts because I want to understand how Jesus taught the disciples to live in their day so that I might know how to live a God-glorifying life in 2009. "History is not haphazard or cyclical; it is moving toward a specific point - the return of Jesus to judge and rule over the earth. We should be ready for his sudden return" (p. 11).
Jesus' last recorded words on earth were:
"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth" (Acts 1:8, NIV).
The Bible commentary goes on to say that our experience of Christ is "like ripples caused by a pebble thrown into a pond, not stopping at just your city or state but moving beyond regional influences to the very 'ends' of the earth" (p. 10). This is where my purpose for the blog originated. The Book of Acts, through the leadership of the Holy Spirit, is guiding me to start where I currently am and allow my experience with Christ to be made known and shared. You, my friends and bloggy readers, are a part of the ripples and circles made from the pebble of Christ made known through each of us, His children. My litmus test is: Does (fill-in-the-blank) please God? If the answer is "yes," then go for it believing He will guide each step.
Those of you who have made yourselves known to me are in my prayers by name. For those who have not made themselves know to me, you are still in my prayers - God knows your names. We are sisters in Christ, we are divinely loved, and we have an exciting purpose on this earth.
Friday, February 20, 2009
It's a Slow Fade....
As the mom of 2 boys, I frequently think about the evils that vie for their attention. My oldest is 11 and my youngest is almost 9. Two summers ago they were literally a few feet from me when they happened upon a pornographic website. I fluctuate between anger and fear in considering the ease with which such filth is available to the innocent eyes of my beautiful sons.
My husband and I believe the very best thing we can do for our boys is to talk with them frequently about how we protect ourselves from evil; about how we discern between good and evil; about how to make wise choices on a daily basis. The boys often question us about why we do not allow them to watch certain TV programs and movies, and why we care so much about the types of video games they play and websites they frequent. Most of what they are interested in right now is not too questionable, but their interests are only a few short steps away from more serious issues. If we open our home to questionable media at 11 and 9 years, then what will we be facing in at 18 and 16 years of age?
The following song by Casting Crowns is featured in the recent film titled Fireproof. It is a powerful reminder of the short steps that lie between innocence and deep hurt in families. We are trying to teach our boys that everything we do has an impact on others. We are trying to prepare them to consider how the choices they will make as teenagers might affect their futures. We are trying to show the boys how our choices today impact their futures. If they do not experience a Godly marriage through Steve and I, then they will have a difficult time being Godly adults. Who each of us is today has a whole lot to do with our early experiences in our homes of origin - not that God can not do some serious damage control if we allow Him to work in us - Praise His Name (because none of us are perfect, right?)!
My husband and I believe the very best thing we can do for our boys is to talk with them frequently about how we protect ourselves from evil; about how we discern between good and evil; about how to make wise choices on a daily basis. The boys often question us about why we do not allow them to watch certain TV programs and movies, and why we care so much about the types of video games they play and websites they frequent. Most of what they are interested in right now is not too questionable, but their interests are only a few short steps away from more serious issues. If we open our home to questionable media at 11 and 9 years, then what will we be facing in at 18 and 16 years of age?
The following song by Casting Crowns is featured in the recent film titled Fireproof. It is a powerful reminder of the short steps that lie between innocence and deep hurt in families. We are trying to teach our boys that everything we do has an impact on others. We are trying to prepare them to consider how the choices they will make as teenagers might affect their futures. We are trying to show the boys how our choices today impact their futures. If they do not experience a Godly marriage through Steve and I, then they will have a difficult time being Godly adults. Who each of us is today has a whole lot to do with our early experiences in our homes of origin - not that God can not do some serious damage control if we allow Him to work in us - Praise His Name (because none of us are perfect, right?)!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Ideas to Quiet Your Mind & Quench Your Soul
I have been thinking of items to blog about, and several ladies have spoken of a common theme: struggles with having a consistent, high-quality quiet time. I can certainly relate! Several of my friends are currently reading a chronological Bible. I think I would like this one, or maybe this one.
Lysa TerKuert, one of my favorite bloggers (and the speaker for MVNU's 2010 Women's Retreat), wrote an inspiring blog recently about this Bible (it is from November 14, 2008). Whoa - amazing! I have also recently read a great book by Lysa titled What Happens When Women Say Yes to God. Good stuff!
My personal inspirational favorites are: anything by Beth Moore or Stormie Omartian, Henry Blackaby's Experiencing God, and Anne Graham Lotz's Just Give Me Jesus Journal (which outlines an inductive form of Bible study). I would love to hear what others have found particularly helpful! Leave a comment, if you choose.
Need an inspirational reason to seek God? I like Colossians 3:2 -
"Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things."
P.S. I learned how to add links today - can you tell? :)
Lysa TerKuert, one of my favorite bloggers (and the speaker for MVNU's 2010 Women's Retreat), wrote an inspiring blog recently about this Bible (it is from November 14, 2008). Whoa - amazing! I have also recently read a great book by Lysa titled What Happens When Women Say Yes to God. Good stuff!
My personal inspirational favorites are: anything by Beth Moore or Stormie Omartian, Henry Blackaby's Experiencing God, and Anne Graham Lotz's Just Give Me Jesus Journal (which outlines an inductive form of Bible study). I would love to hear what others have found particularly helpful! Leave a comment, if you choose.
Need an inspirational reason to seek God? I like Colossians 3:2 -
"Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things."
P.S. I learned how to add links today - can you tell? :)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Acts Chapter 6 - A Model to Follow
I am approaching my reading of the Book of Acts from the perspective that it may be a model of an active church during politically contentious times. In chapter 6, the apostles were distracted by the physical needs of the people. In order to keep their focus on teaching and preaching, as Jesus has instructed them, they delegated. Two ideas strike me: 1) They did not ignore or dismiss the need, and 2) They emphasized the type of volunteer that was needed to facilitate meeting the need.
The apostles did not avoid meeting the physical needs of people thereby forcing another group to address the problem. In 2009, we know that when humans' basic needs are not addressed, they will be unable to deal with higher-order needs. Basic needs can not always be completely met, but they often can be sufficiently addressed to a point that people can experience the love and support they need to live. The apostles did not have the scientific evidence we currently know; they had the all-sufficient knowledge of God through the Holy Spirit's leading.
The apostles did not expect the government to meet the needs of the people. In fact, they specified qualifications for leading in the capacity of distributing food to the needy. Volunteers must be well-respected, full of the Holy Spirit, and wise. The apostles chose 7 men, and Stephen was among them. He was described as, "a man full of God's grace and power, (he) did great wonders and miraculous signs among the people" (Act 6: 8, NIV).
Stephen met opposition, and some men slandered him, forcing Stephen to testify before the religious leaders. As the lies about Stephen were presented, read what happened: "At this point, everyone in the council stared at Stephen because his face became as bright as an angels" (Acts 6:15, NLT). Does this remind you of anything? Here's a clue - my second memory verse of 2009, Psalm 37:6-7 (NIV): "He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn; the justice of your causes like the noon day sun." Whoa - what a testimony of God's Truth!!! Some of you knowwhat is going to happen to Stephen, and it is not pretty.... But, remember the next verse in Psalm 37? Here is a reminder: "Do not fret when men succeed in their ways; when they carry out their wicked schemes." Whoa - I don't know about you, but I am enthralled with is series of events. My NLT Study Bible says that the religious leaders stoned Stephen because they believed he was speaking irreverently about God. "They did not understand Stephen's words were True because they were not seeking Truth. They only wanted to support their own views." Whoa!
The Truths I am experiencing in this passage are:
"So my advise is, leave these men alone. If they are teaching and doing these things merely on their own, it will soon be overthrown. But if it is of God, you will not be able to stop them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God" (Acts 5:38-39, NLT).
The apostles did not avoid meeting the physical needs of people thereby forcing another group to address the problem. In 2009, we know that when humans' basic needs are not addressed, they will be unable to deal with higher-order needs. Basic needs can not always be completely met, but they often can be sufficiently addressed to a point that people can experience the love and support they need to live. The apostles did not have the scientific evidence we currently know; they had the all-sufficient knowledge of God through the Holy Spirit's leading.
The apostles did not expect the government to meet the needs of the people. In fact, they specified qualifications for leading in the capacity of distributing food to the needy. Volunteers must be well-respected, full of the Holy Spirit, and wise. The apostles chose 7 men, and Stephen was among them. He was described as, "a man full of God's grace and power, (he) did great wonders and miraculous signs among the people" (Act 6: 8, NIV).
Stephen met opposition, and some men slandered him, forcing Stephen to testify before the religious leaders. As the lies about Stephen were presented, read what happened: "At this point, everyone in the council stared at Stephen because his face became as bright as an angels" (Acts 6:15, NLT). Does this remind you of anything? Here's a clue - my second memory verse of 2009, Psalm 37:6-7 (NIV): "He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn; the justice of your causes like the noon day sun." Whoa - what a testimony of God's Truth!!! Some of you knowwhat is going to happen to Stephen, and it is not pretty.... But, remember the next verse in Psalm 37? Here is a reminder: "Do not fret when men succeed in their ways; when they carry out their wicked schemes." Whoa - I don't know about you, but I am enthralled with is series of events. My NLT Study Bible says that the religious leaders stoned Stephen because they believed he was speaking irreverently about God. "They did not understand Stephen's words were True because they were not seeking Truth. They only wanted to support their own views." Whoa!
The Truths I am experiencing in this passage are:
- Meeting the physical needs of people is important to God.
- There are specific qualifications necessary to serve in this capacity on His behalf.
- It is unacceptable to expect those without these qualifications to meet these needs in God-honoring ways.
- Having these qualifications, and obeying God, does not equal full understanding, fair treatment, and justice for all.
- Sinful humans will succeed in some plans on earth.
- Even religious leaders may not understand Truth because they are not truly seeking Truth.
"So my advise is, leave these men alone. If they are teaching and doing these things merely on their own, it will soon be overthrown. But if it is of God, you will not be able to stop them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God" (Acts 5:38-39, NLT).
Sunday, February 15, 2009
A Goal for 2009 - February 15
Did I tell you that over 3000 ladies are participating in Beth Moore's Scripture Memory Blog? I believe that is amazing!!! If you have even a slight inkling, visit the blog at:
http://livingproofministries.blogspot.com/
It is such a blessing to be a part of this challenge - more than I can describe in mere words. Even better, I did not expect this experience to be so dynamic.
For February 15, 2009, my fourth verse of the year is Acts 5:38-39 (NLT):
"So my advice is, leave these men alone. If they are teaching and doing these things merely on their own, it will soon be overthrown. But if it is of God, you will not be able to stop them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God."
On one hand, I am skeptical of people, and on the other hand, I am quite trusting of people. In my nearly 39 years of life (as of March 22), I have learned a few lessons about how to discern Truth in the lives of others. When Christians face hardship, Truth is often more detectable in their lives. I have known a few people who claimed to be in relationship with Christ, and who accepted positions of leadership in the church, and who betrayed the the privilege given them. I have also known a few people to claimed a relationship with Christ, accepted positions of leadership in the church, and were betrayed. When this happens, I watch closely to see how the leader responds because one's response often reveals one's heart, one's motives, and God's Truth.
The Book of Acts describes a similar scenario. The apostles, who had been in the presence of Jesus while He walked on earth, began preaching and teaching. Religious and government leaders questioned their motives and their knowledge. The apostles were persecuted for their beliefs and actions, yet they continued to do that which Jesus Christ had taught them to do. There was a man named Gamaliel, a respected teacher of the law, who addressed the leaders with the advice written above in Acts 5:38-39. As a result, the religious leaders decided not to kill the apostles at that time, but they did flog them and ordered them to stop speaking in Jesus' name.
I am thinking.... What would I have done? I am a respecter of authority, I avoid controversy, I fly under the radar.... The apostles considered their flogging an affirmation of their ministry. Hmmm. I probably would have taken "no" for an answer, gone home, and kept to myself for awhile. In the U.S. of A., Christians have not experienced serious, open persecution, yet. I believe the day is coming, or may already be upon us, when Christian persecution is more commonplace. As Christians in the U.S. of A., we still believe we have "rights." Actually, everyone in the USA believes they have rights - which is part of of the problem, but that is another story.... I do not recall Jesus Christ speaking of the rights of Christians while He walked on earth. Could it be that we have been lulled into this idea because we believe we live in Christian nation? I don't recall Jesus Christ speaking of the need to build a Christian nation apart from His coming again. I have said before that I am not a theologian, and I am also not a historian, but I wonder if I am following Christ when I am focusing on my rights ahead of focusing on His Truth. This is a bit of the draw I have to the Book of Acts at this point in my life and at this point in world history.
It appears that the apostles were teaching and preaching in Christ's name just as He had taught them to do. The reaction of the religious leaders and the political leaders of the day included jealousy, imprisonment, trials, flogging, and death. The reaction of the people included support of the religious and political leaders, as well as support of the apostles, transformed lives, and a dynamic, growing, difference-making church. The apostles did not preach and teach according to the politically correct directives of the day. They did not seek the pleasure of the religious and political leaders of the day. They obeyed God as they had been taught through Jesus Christ and empowered by the Holy Spirit. Their behavior went against authority, was controversial, and definitely flew way above the radar - there is no doubt they would have been voted out on the first week of Survivor!
Several Truths are coming soon in Acts. Read them with me, if you would like to - I am beginning the 6th chapter. For me, this pursuit began in me as our nation prepared for the presidential elections. I want to be a Christ-centered, open-minded person who has ears to hear and eyes to see the Lord working in our midst. Then, I want to have the courage and strength to begin living the eternal promise of life in Christ today. Life on earth is confusing. Life in the USA is distracting. Life in the Tracht home is busy! In the midst of all this, Christ is meeting me in Bible reading, in journalling, in prayer, and in Scripture memory. Join me - if you will. Let's share and learn from one another about how God is working in our midst.
Until next time, find that quiet place to meet the Lord and seek His Truth.
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It is such a blessing to be a part of this challenge - more than I can describe in mere words. Even better, I did not expect this experience to be so dynamic.
For February 15, 2009, my fourth verse of the year is Acts 5:38-39 (NLT):
"So my advice is, leave these men alone. If they are teaching and doing these things merely on their own, it will soon be overthrown. But if it is of God, you will not be able to stop them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God."
On one hand, I am skeptical of people, and on the other hand, I am quite trusting of people. In my nearly 39 years of life (as of March 22), I have learned a few lessons about how to discern Truth in the lives of others. When Christians face hardship, Truth is often more detectable in their lives. I have known a few people who claimed to be in relationship with Christ, and who accepted positions of leadership in the church, and who betrayed the the privilege given them. I have also known a few people to claimed a relationship with Christ, accepted positions of leadership in the church, and were betrayed. When this happens, I watch closely to see how the leader responds because one's response often reveals one's heart, one's motives, and God's Truth.
The Book of Acts describes a similar scenario. The apostles, who had been in the presence of Jesus while He walked on earth, began preaching and teaching. Religious and government leaders questioned their motives and their knowledge. The apostles were persecuted for their beliefs and actions, yet they continued to do that which Jesus Christ had taught them to do. There was a man named Gamaliel, a respected teacher of the law, who addressed the leaders with the advice written above in Acts 5:38-39. As a result, the religious leaders decided not to kill the apostles at that time, but they did flog them and ordered them to stop speaking in Jesus' name.
I am thinking.... What would I have done? I am a respecter of authority, I avoid controversy, I fly under the radar.... The apostles considered their flogging an affirmation of their ministry. Hmmm. I probably would have taken "no" for an answer, gone home, and kept to myself for awhile. In the U.S. of A., Christians have not experienced serious, open persecution, yet. I believe the day is coming, or may already be upon us, when Christian persecution is more commonplace. As Christians in the U.S. of A., we still believe we have "rights." Actually, everyone in the USA believes they have rights - which is part of of the problem, but that is another story.... I do not recall Jesus Christ speaking of the rights of Christians while He walked on earth. Could it be that we have been lulled into this idea because we believe we live in Christian nation? I don't recall Jesus Christ speaking of the need to build a Christian nation apart from His coming again. I have said before that I am not a theologian, and I am also not a historian, but I wonder if I am following Christ when I am focusing on my rights ahead of focusing on His Truth. This is a bit of the draw I have to the Book of Acts at this point in my life and at this point in world history.
It appears that the apostles were teaching and preaching in Christ's name just as He had taught them to do. The reaction of the religious leaders and the political leaders of the day included jealousy, imprisonment, trials, flogging, and death. The reaction of the people included support of the religious and political leaders, as well as support of the apostles, transformed lives, and a dynamic, growing, difference-making church. The apostles did not preach and teach according to the politically correct directives of the day. They did not seek the pleasure of the religious and political leaders of the day. They obeyed God as they had been taught through Jesus Christ and empowered by the Holy Spirit. Their behavior went against authority, was controversial, and definitely flew way above the radar - there is no doubt they would have been voted out on the first week of Survivor!
Several Truths are coming soon in Acts. Read them with me, if you would like to - I am beginning the 6th chapter. For me, this pursuit began in me as our nation prepared for the presidential elections. I want to be a Christ-centered, open-minded person who has ears to hear and eyes to see the Lord working in our midst. Then, I want to have the courage and strength to begin living the eternal promise of life in Christ today. Life on earth is confusing. Life in the USA is distracting. Life in the Tracht home is busy! In the midst of all this, Christ is meeting me in Bible reading, in journalling, in prayer, and in Scripture memory. Join me - if you will. Let's share and learn from one another about how God is working in our midst.
Until next time, find that quiet place to meet the Lord and seek His Truth.
Friday, February 13, 2009
I Corinthians 16:13-14
"Be on guard. Stand true to what you believe. Be courageous. Be strong. And everything you do must be done in love."
For the last 6 to 12 months (at least), I have been pondering Truth. How does one know Truth? How can one be courageous and strong in Truth? The world around us accepts and demands such a variety of truths. I have always believed in One Truth; clear; definitive; right and wrong - not that I always know and understand all Truth. As humans, I don't think we need to know and understand all Truth. I don't think our minds could handle such knowledge; however, I do believe God reveals His Truth to believers as it needs to be revealed - in His time and in His way. I am okay with this phenomenon.
I am learning and accepting the parts of God's Truth that He is expecting me to uphold. This knowledge is actually frightening at times because I am a "fly under the radar" kind of girl. I don't want to stand out in a crowd - especially related to controversy. Some people who claim Truth do so in self-righteous, even hateful, ways. That is not God's revealed Truth.
As I hear and accept God's call to pursue Truth, another message is resounding loud and clear: "everything you do must be done in love." Wow - that is significant! God's Truth isn't always politically correct and it never has been. Even when Peter and John were recognized as men who had been with Jesus in Acts 4:13, and even as they were accomplishing many things by the power of the Holy Spirit, they were still misunderstood and threatened by the authority figures of the day. Reactions to the Apostles preaching included jealousy, trials, imprisonment, and death, as well as support, acceptance, obedience, and transformation. Truth does not equal fair treatment, it is not easy, and it is often rejected by those without a personal relationship with Jesus. Even worse, it is often misunderstood among those who have a personal relationship with Jesus. And yet, "everything you do must be done in love." Only the Holy Spirit can provide that kind of love!
My thoughts about Truth center on how would Jesus live in 2009 on this earth? I am convinced that He would personally care for people more than he would focus on their sin because that is how his lived on earth previously. Any person with an ounce of desire to know Him would feel comfortable in His presence because of His personal love for that person. He did not ask people to clean up before coming to see Him when He walked the earth before, so why would He now? At the same time, and with immeasurable love, Jesus spoke clearly about sin and about how to turn from it. As a consider Truth in 2009, and how Jesus is guiding me to pursue it, my first thought, my first word, and my first action must be steeped in love - a fruit of the Holy Spirit given only to those who love God and are surrendered to Him.
I want me some love - Happy Valentine's Day!
For the last 6 to 12 months (at least), I have been pondering Truth. How does one know Truth? How can one be courageous and strong in Truth? The world around us accepts and demands such a variety of truths. I have always believed in One Truth; clear; definitive; right and wrong - not that I always know and understand all Truth. As humans, I don't think we need to know and understand all Truth. I don't think our minds could handle such knowledge; however, I do believe God reveals His Truth to believers as it needs to be revealed - in His time and in His way. I am okay with this phenomenon.
I am learning and accepting the parts of God's Truth that He is expecting me to uphold. This knowledge is actually frightening at times because I am a "fly under the radar" kind of girl. I don't want to stand out in a crowd - especially related to controversy. Some people who claim Truth do so in self-righteous, even hateful, ways. That is not God's revealed Truth.
As I hear and accept God's call to pursue Truth, another message is resounding loud and clear: "everything you do must be done in love." Wow - that is significant! God's Truth isn't always politically correct and it never has been. Even when Peter and John were recognized as men who had been with Jesus in Acts 4:13, and even as they were accomplishing many things by the power of the Holy Spirit, they were still misunderstood and threatened by the authority figures of the day. Reactions to the Apostles preaching included jealousy, trials, imprisonment, and death, as well as support, acceptance, obedience, and transformation. Truth does not equal fair treatment, it is not easy, and it is often rejected by those without a personal relationship with Jesus. Even worse, it is often misunderstood among those who have a personal relationship with Jesus. And yet, "everything you do must be done in love." Only the Holy Spirit can provide that kind of love!
My thoughts about Truth center on how would Jesus live in 2009 on this earth? I am convinced that He would personally care for people more than he would focus on their sin because that is how his lived on earth previously. Any person with an ounce of desire to know Him would feel comfortable in His presence because of His personal love for that person. He did not ask people to clean up before coming to see Him when He walked the earth before, so why would He now? At the same time, and with immeasurable love, Jesus spoke clearly about sin and about how to turn from it. As a consider Truth in 2009, and how Jesus is guiding me to pursue it, my first thought, my first word, and my first action must be steeped in love - a fruit of the Holy Spirit given only to those who love God and are surrendered to Him.
I want me some love - Happy Valentine's Day!
A Goal for 2009 - February 1 to 15
I am convinced more believers than not have problems prioritizing daily quiet time for building a personal relationship with Christ. I am one of those people. There is always a good reason to put off this human need: sleep, food, work, school, family, friends, lack of direction, discouragement, avoidance.... During every season of life I have found really good reasons to justify my behavior. In more recent years, I have experienced a deeper craving to build this important relationship, though there are still ups and downs in keeping it a priority. For the last five months, I have found a great routine....
On Mondays through Fridays, I drop my kids off at school, drive to work, and have my quiet time in the parking lot. Sometimes I have to keep my gloves and scarf on, but I have learned to deal with this minor inconvenience. There are a couple of things I do during this time: I journal, read my Bible, ponder Sunday's sermon, memorize Scripture, and/or pray. It is quiet in the car, there are no dirty dishes screaming to be rinsed, no wet clothes longing for the dryer, no kids needing help, no dog to play with, no technical distractions, no messes, no coffee - just me, my Bible and journal, and God. It's a cool thing!
Lately, I have been asking for wisdom - wisdom in knowing how Jesus would live in 2009. We are warped by our culture, really. I have a feeling when we see Jesus face-to-face and are given an eternal, perfect perspective, we will be shocked by Truth. So, in the meantime, how are we to be Christ-like? How are we to think and act like Jesus? I believe my prayers for wisdom led me to the Book of Acts. I have been reading the Book of Acts while sitting in my car located in a parking lot each morning. I am not a theologian, I don't think I am an intellectual person - I am fairly ordinary.... This should explain my attraction to Act 4:13 - the first verse of 2009 that I memorized:
"When they saw the courage of Peter and John, and realized that these were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and realized that these men had been with Jesus."
While I have some schooling, I am far from an intellectual. While some people think I am special (i.e., my husband, my kids, my parents and grandparents :).....), I am ordinary. I can relate to Peter and John. Even though Peter and John were courageous Christians, and even though they were recognized for their time spent with Jesus, they were still questioned, disrespected, and misunderstood. They truly suffered for Jesus - I have not suffered for Jesus - I don't relate to this part of their lives.
I am learning some things about being Christ-like in 2009 from reading the Book of Acts. As I share my 2009 Scriptures from memory, I will share my thoughts about Acts - there is a clear relationship between these two areas of devotion during my morning quiet times. My motive for sharing is to be accountable and to inspire devotion towards Christ.
My 3rd memory verse for 2009 (February 1-15) is I Corinthians 16:13-14 (NLT):
"Be on guard. Stand true to what you believe. Be courageous. Be strong. And everything you do must be done in love."
I'll share more about the personal meaning of this verse in the next note. And, I think the Lord has led me to my next verse... it is in Acts.
On Mondays through Fridays, I drop my kids off at school, drive to work, and have my quiet time in the parking lot. Sometimes I have to keep my gloves and scarf on, but I have learned to deal with this minor inconvenience. There are a couple of things I do during this time: I journal, read my Bible, ponder Sunday's sermon, memorize Scripture, and/or pray. It is quiet in the car, there are no dirty dishes screaming to be rinsed, no wet clothes longing for the dryer, no kids needing help, no dog to play with, no technical distractions, no messes, no coffee - just me, my Bible and journal, and God. It's a cool thing!
Lately, I have been asking for wisdom - wisdom in knowing how Jesus would live in 2009. We are warped by our culture, really. I have a feeling when we see Jesus face-to-face and are given an eternal, perfect perspective, we will be shocked by Truth. So, in the meantime, how are we to be Christ-like? How are we to think and act like Jesus? I believe my prayers for wisdom led me to the Book of Acts. I have been reading the Book of Acts while sitting in my car located in a parking lot each morning. I am not a theologian, I don't think I am an intellectual person - I am fairly ordinary.... This should explain my attraction to Act 4:13 - the first verse of 2009 that I memorized:
"When they saw the courage of Peter and John, and realized that these were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and realized that these men had been with Jesus."
While I have some schooling, I am far from an intellectual. While some people think I am special (i.e., my husband, my kids, my parents and grandparents :).....), I am ordinary. I can relate to Peter and John. Even though Peter and John were courageous Christians, and even though they were recognized for their time spent with Jesus, they were still questioned, disrespected, and misunderstood. They truly suffered for Jesus - I have not suffered for Jesus - I don't relate to this part of their lives.
I am learning some things about being Christ-like in 2009 from reading the Book of Acts. As I share my 2009 Scriptures from memory, I will share my thoughts about Acts - there is a clear relationship between these two areas of devotion during my morning quiet times. My motive for sharing is to be accountable and to inspire devotion towards Christ.
My 3rd memory verse for 2009 (February 1-15) is I Corinthians 16:13-14 (NLT):
"Be on guard. Stand true to what you believe. Be courageous. Be strong. And everything you do must be done in love."
I'll share more about the personal meaning of this verse in the next note. And, I think the Lord has led me to my next verse... it is in Acts.
A Goal for 2009 - January 15 to 31
For the second half of January, I memorized Psalm 37:3-7
"Trust in the Lord and do good. Dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Him; trust in Him and He will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your causes like the noon day sun. Be still before the Lord; wait patiently for Him. Do not fret when men succeed in their ways; when they carry out their wicked schemes." (I did not memorize the punctuation, so it may be off a bit).
The first exposure to this verse that I recall was as an early adolescent. I embraced the Delight phrase in committing to a purity choices.
As a whole, this passage is packed with Truths that I hang my life on daily - Trust, Delight, Commit, & Wait. I recall Earl & Hazel Lee's book and sermon series.... Now, the parts that stand out include "Dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture." For some period of time, I thought if I was too content, then I must not be doing the will of God b/c God's will = stepping out of one's comfort zone. While this is true when God calls us out of comfort zones, He is not always asking us to be uncomfortable in daily life and ministry - especially when He is asking us to serve in the midst of our Spiritual giftedness. I am obeying when I am enjoying the safe pasture He is providing (and, it is often during these times that He is preparing me for a rough passage ahead).
Commit, righteousness and causes shining.... I have so often felt misunderstood by both the secular world and my Christian counterparts. According to these verses, I need to leave that in God's hands. When I feel misunderstood, I need to let God answer the knock on that door. Pure understanding will be made known in heaven. Until then, well, that is just the way it is, so I will commit my way to Him.
Be still, wait, do not worry.... There is peace in stillness. Waiting is not so fun, but rushing into something on my own power is worse (been there; done that... too many times to count). Leave the sinfulness of this world to God. Truth is not supposed to be confusing, but there is so much deception that Truth is hard to find sometimes. God is not asking me to uncover Truth; He wants me to diligently seek and wait for His revelation. You know what? He has revealed Truth to me in some amazing ways, but that is another story.
Memorizing these Scriptures has been incredibly freeing! I can truly say my heart and soul is drowning in joy.
"Trust in the Lord and do good. Dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Him; trust in Him and He will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your causes like the noon day sun. Be still before the Lord; wait patiently for Him. Do not fret when men succeed in their ways; when they carry out their wicked schemes." (I did not memorize the punctuation, so it may be off a bit).
The first exposure to this verse that I recall was as an early adolescent. I embraced the Delight phrase in committing to a purity choices.
As a whole, this passage is packed with Truths that I hang my life on daily - Trust, Delight, Commit, & Wait. I recall Earl & Hazel Lee's book and sermon series.... Now, the parts that stand out include "Dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture." For some period of time, I thought if I was too content, then I must not be doing the will of God b/c God's will = stepping out of one's comfort zone. While this is true when God calls us out of comfort zones, He is not always asking us to be uncomfortable in daily life and ministry - especially when He is asking us to serve in the midst of our Spiritual giftedness. I am obeying when I am enjoying the safe pasture He is providing (and, it is often during these times that He is preparing me for a rough passage ahead).
Commit, righteousness and causes shining.... I have so often felt misunderstood by both the secular world and my Christian counterparts. According to these verses, I need to leave that in God's hands. When I feel misunderstood, I need to let God answer the knock on that door. Pure understanding will be made known in heaven. Until then, well, that is just the way it is, so I will commit my way to Him.
Be still, wait, do not worry.... There is peace in stillness. Waiting is not so fun, but rushing into something on my own power is worse (been there; done that... too many times to count). Leave the sinfulness of this world to God. Truth is not supposed to be confusing, but there is so much deception that Truth is hard to find sometimes. God is not asking me to uncover Truth; He wants me to diligently seek and wait for His revelation. You know what? He has revealed Truth to me in some amazing ways, but that is another story.
Memorizing these Scriptures has been incredibly freeing! I can truly say my heart and soul is drowning in joy.
A Goal for 2009 - January 1 to 15
As I was considering something new to challenge myself with in 2009, I read this note by Beth Moore on her blog: http://livingproofministries.blogspot.com/2008/12/anybody-game.html
Interesting idea, right? So, I agreed to join the challenge with very few expectations. We are currently 3 verses into the year and the biggest surprise has been the absolute joy I have experienced in seeking verses that I believe God is wanting me to memorize.
On January 1, 2009, I chose Acts 4:13:
"When they saw the courage of Peter and John, and realized that these were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and took note that these men had been with Jesus."
Why this verse, you ask? I want to be a courageous Christian, yet I feel very ordinary and have little formal schooling in theological matters. According to this verse, both of these things matter little when it comes to making a difference.... A relationship with Jesus is more valuable than any other gain I may attempt to earn! I want a reputation that reflects Jesus. This verse inspires me to know Him more than any other person or thing.
I seek to share these notes on Facebook in an effort to be accountable in seeking Christ and memorizing Scripture. I will catch up to my current verse a note at a time and share with you why I felt led to memorize each piece.
Interesting idea, right? So, I agreed to join the challenge with very few expectations. We are currently 3 verses into the year and the biggest surprise has been the absolute joy I have experienced in seeking verses that I believe God is wanting me to memorize.
On January 1, 2009, I chose Acts 4:13:
"When they saw the courage of Peter and John, and realized that these were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and took note that these men had been with Jesus."
Why this verse, you ask? I want to be a courageous Christian, yet I feel very ordinary and have little formal schooling in theological matters. According to this verse, both of these things matter little when it comes to making a difference.... A relationship with Jesus is more valuable than any other gain I may attempt to earn! I want a reputation that reflects Jesus. This verse inspires me to know Him more than any other person or thing.
I seek to share these notes on Facebook in an effort to be accountable in seeking Christ and memorizing Scripture. I will catch up to my current verse a note at a time and share with you why I felt led to memorize each piece.
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